Dell's Life

[Inuzuka Delliah]

12-1-07

Mood: Bored, missing her bf Matt very much... and Depressed since she can't go to Jessi-chan's house for the night...
Currently Doing: Typing This, and wrapping a blanket around herself since she's freezing her ass off!
Currently Listening too: "Never Too Late" By Three Days Grace

Well, my day was boring... I was home alone for most of the day and mostly made a few siggies and avies.. I opened up a siggie shop in the suboard for it in Ninja Chat, be sure to check it out! ;D I can't go anywhere since the roads are really icy and bad.. I love winter, but hate it when it makes it so I can't even go to my friend Jessi-chan's house. I wanted to go to my bf Matt's house, but that didn't happen because my mom got home to late.. *sighs* I cleaned my room a little bit.. I was listening to the radio and they kept playing love songs so I shut it off.. I just can't stand to listen to them anymore. Except when I'm with Matt, I feel special, and love listening to love songs. I think we finally found our songs which are," Picture" by Sheryl Crow and Kid Rock, and "Party for Two" by Shania Twain and Billy Currington(i thunk he's the guy singer kind of forgot lol) You know... I'm not gonna lie.. Adam and I were awesome couple.. but Matt convinced me that it may never happen again. I've heard rumors from my friend's that at the end of the year, he's going to ask me to marry him and become fiances through our Junior and Senior years... xD It's odd, because it could be true knowing me since he is very attached to me and I dated him like 2 times before. Ohh.. I don't know what I'll do if he pops the question at me on the last day of school... Though It's probably to early for me to think about that.. I'm sure it's just rumor.. *obviously trying to avoid that it's probably true* Isn't It? *sighs*

[Lord Blue Dragonal]

O.O *blinking* He'll propose to you?

[Inuzuka Delliah]

12-11-07
Mood: Tired//Happy
Currently Doing: Typing This, thinking about Matty-kun, and listening to my mp3 player
Currently Listening too: "Bad For Me" by Danielle Peck

WOW! I haven't updated this in such a long time... LOL Ten days to be exact, which is odd for me.. Well, I guess everything's gone good.. Except my bud Donna moved down to Kentucky.. I MISS MEH DONNA! *cries and wipes her tears* and now Lahonda is going to my old school of WO. *sighs* It's almost as if everyone wants to move away from me.. xD There was alot of drama and still is now.. you see my friend Sean broke up with my other firend Dusty for cheating on him and now she and her older bro are gonna jump him. All my friends are taking sides in this;

Lahonda; Dusty's
Me: Sean's
Courtney: Sean's
Zach: doesn't care
Tim: Idk seeming like Sean's..
Marissa: dc
Matty-kun: Sadly on Dusty's
Jessica: Dusty's
Julia: dc
Irene: dc

There's more but yeah I don't wanna spend time typing it all.. xD

So you see, it might have to come to all of us in a a big fight over this shit.. xD Me and Matt have been fighting about it too.. though it hasn't effected our relationships.. yet...Enough about that, well today was fun yet I guess stupid in someways.

The Good Things;

• Matty-kun was there! <3
  
• I got ALL my homework done..
  
• Lunchtime was great, of course it always is.. ;D
  

The Bad Things;

• I got moved from Sean in 4th hr.
  
• My teacher wouldn't get off my case for listening to my mp3 player and not doing anything when I had my stuff done. (she let's us have them in there so why not?)
  
• Courtney won't tell me what Matty-kun is planning..
  

So you see.. like I said in my last entry I said that Matt might propose me right? WELL, now I know he probably will... because at the bus stop we were hugging and stuff and he wrapped his arms around me right before I had to go and told me to hold on a moment. He grabbed a string from his pocket and tied it like a small ring on my marriage finger and smiled at me. It may have been a weird gesture but it was so sweet.. if that's not a sign I don't know what is.. but the thing is.. It scares me a little, but yet it excites me.. He makes me feel so.. loved. Though he may never get me to feel the way Adam does.. but hey.... he's trying! Constantly he tells me he loves me, and is always wrapping his arms around me.. even tickling me when I tell him to stop.. *sighs happily* So I guess my day was just a normal one for once...

[Inuzuka Delliah]

12-13-07
Mood: Feeling Stupid// Angry// Yet Happy
Currently Doing: Typing This, thinking about Matty-kun, and think about one of her ex's angerly.
Currently Listening too: "Over You" by Chris Daughtry

Everything started off good I guess.. I got to sit with Jessi-chan on the way to the Vo-Tech center. ;D Of course I wanted to sit with Matty-kun! lol Well, anyway... when we got there, I had to go to a class called Culinary Arts. It's a really cool cooking class that they offer. I even got to decorate a cookie.. I WAS SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT! Anyway, after that was Child Development, it was really interesting but kind of boring if you ask me. My last was Medical Assitance, and I've never been so pumped in my life! I LOVE THAT CLASS! I'm going to do that as a class next year, and which I can be an intern to the nurse at our school. Even after highschool they'll find you a job. Normal medical jobs pay you at least $20 bucks an hour, so that'll be wonderful!

On the bus on the way back, I sat with Matt... Well, Jessi-chan decided to take her relationship problems out on me. Claiming that I wasn't helping her out, or being or good friend and even supporting her. Of course, she was ragging on me so finally I just told her to fuck off and she got really mad. She tried to talk to me more but I told her that I couldn't because talking to her was like talking to a cement wall. Of course she stomped off the bus angerly, and I wasn't going to let it get me down. Let's back up.. why wouldn't I agree with her? Well the way she treats her current boyfriend is not the best, she treats him like shit. Her relationship is going down the drain and she thinks she can just go around taking it out on the rest of us. I don't think so.. I'm actually the first one who stood up to her on this.

During Lunch I didn't even show up for most of it, I was talking to Kenny about being upset with her. He agreed with everything I was saying. Though when I went back everyone was worried about me even Jessica seemed okay with me. It was odd.. Matty-kun cheered me up. ;D Everything else was pretty much boring except on the tutoring bus when me and Matty-kun were talking about who could turn on who first. I don't know why.. I won that battle though! MUWAHAHAHWAHAHAHA! lol xD

When I got home, I wasn't very happy at all. You see one of my "so-called boyfriends" from my old school messaged me. His name is Zach. You see this is what happened... Him and I are were dating right? Well he moved about a half an hour away from where I used to live, and I tried calling and calling him. His phone seemed to always say disconnected. So eventually I gave up on it and moved on.. Well, of course I still liked him, and still do. All of a sudden today, he decides to message me on myspace asking me if I'm cheating on him? Wouldn't he figure 9 months of not talking to each other that he'd get we weren't dating? It's kind of obvious.. really. I like him as more of a friend now but telling him that would be so hard.. I still like him slightly more than a friend.. So if he even thinks about yelling at me.. it won't be pretty,guys..

[Lord Blue Dragonal]

I'm hating the moment away from you, and things seem little off. If he message me, I'll just tell him leave me alone along with you and Matt, and your friends of course.

[Inuzuka Delliah]

1-1-08
Mood: Feeling Stupid// VERY ANGRY//Retarded
Currently Doing: Typing This, thinking about her mom angerly, severly pissed at her mother, thinking about leaving home because she's sick of al the shit here.
Currently Listening too: "crushcrushcrush" by Paramore

Well, my day started off wonderful. I got to spend most of the day talking to Adam. It seems as if me and him are back together. Don't know how to break it to Matt but I'll find a way too. I had a wonderful time with talking to Adam, it made me feel at ease. Anyways, at the stroke of midnight everything turned around....

You see my bro's gf Mindy got into a car accident. Her car was sort of wrecked and as of now she's in the hospital. I don't know anything yet.. I fucking hate my mother! She's being a total bitch... I'm so worried about Mindy and yet she wouldn't let me and my sister go to the hospital with her. I fought with her and she got pissed at me just because I cared. For all I know she could even have the baby tonight because of the accident! DAMN HER! I'm so pissed off! My mom needs to think of our feelings too instead of her own.. for one thing she didn't even like Mindy before she got pregnant so now when the kid's in trouble she all of a sudden cares.. My mom is a stupid bitch.. and I'm sick of it!

I'm even considering moving away from all this household drama, it's irrating me. So don't be surprised if I don't get on. I might even just run off to some state that I'm not even familar of. you might say my minds foggy but I don't care. I'm sick of all of this stress and agony my own mother puts on me. She's down it ever since I became a teen. Not to just me but to my younger sister as well. It's not the best thing in the world.. and I don't know what to do. None of you caused this, it's my mother's fault....

[Urahara Daisuke]

Alrighty, well I'm definitely no Blue, but here. If you need to let it all out, you know where to find me! =)

[Lord Blue Dragonal]

You know where I live, but don't walk to the other side of USA. xD

Just wondering, where your grandmother live?

[Inuzuka Delliah]

Thanks Daisuke! I'll be sure to do that! ;D *huggles*

lol I'll do that.. xD If I don't freeze first... xD Well, she's live up in Holland not to far from here. It's bigger, and well more city-like than this farmtown of a place I live.

[Inuzuka Delliah]

2-3-08
Mood: Happy// Irriated// Content// A Little Sick
Currently Doing: Typing This of course, listening to Jessi-chan and Courtney-chan play Rockband in my living room
Currently Listening too: "I'm So Sick" by (it's off of Rockband)

Well, I haven't updated this in like a month! WOW! Well, not much is happening except I went to the snowcoming dance last night with Jessi-chan and Courtney-chan. My attire was a red dress with black tights and red heels. My hair was straightened and of course I had on brown eyeshadow and eye liner of course. Jessica had her hair up sort of kind of princessy with a red dress more of a different style than mine. Courtney was in a black/silver dress with her hair up a little.They both were in black heels. We all LOOKED SEXXXXYYY! Of course my dress showed my cleavage off and oddly I enjoyed the stares I got from alot of boys when I walked by. I felt like I was the hottest chicks in that dance. Over-confident maybe, but I can't help how I feel. My friend Chris wouldn't leave me alone the whole night! *smirks and laughs* Yeah, but I stayed by him the whole time. Since he is a good friend of mine. I texted Adam a bit during it too. Of course my friends told me so stop so yeah. I did.

Well, the happiness didn't last long. Drama of course started. First this girl Vicky spread around Courtney was bisexual. She is, but the thing is, if her sister found out her mom would disown he for it. My friends Charley, Melissa and Heather got pissed telling her to shut up and got really vicious. Man, girl's are so MEAN! xD Well, than Vicky started shit with me. I was SOOOOOOO pissed. She was trying to set me and my friend Sean back up together, and tried to get at my friend Chris. I'll admit I like Chris a little more than a friend, because he's a cool guy. Adam will always have the number one spot in my heart though! ♥ I got pissed because she kept taking Chris away and talking about me behind my back saying I was a cheapskate, a whore, and etc behind my back to him. Jessica got mad, and went and got Chris and she started shit with her. So than al this drama started and we were all gonna jump Vicky. But her dad showed up close to the end of the dance and brought her out. When monday comes, she better stay away from me or else I'll get her myself. I'll most likely be suspended Tues,Weds,and Thursday for kicking her ass, if not breaking every bone in her body.

There's more that happened yesterday. If you wanna just ask. It's kind of wrong, and I bet Adam will laugh his ass off at it!

[Broken Team]

GO KALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Hmmm....... I got a deal to make with Sapph....

[Inuzuka Delliah]

[I'm to lazy to log in LMAO] XD XD

Well, today I mostly took pictures and such. Eh, a regular day for meh. It was one of those days you can't get enough of.

Me & Matty-kun being all awesome!


It's my CHARCHAR! and of course Matt flipping off the camera. Tsk Tsk..


Me and Skindy just being us...


My sexy wifey, CHARCHAR! *glomps her* ^_^


Caught Matt in a bad moment. XD


It's my unfinished dot structure art project. The husky is represent Adam, and the wolf is me. HAHAS! I'm bigger!


My pal Rosa, being sexxiiii!


Teah told me to take this one... LOL A straw in her mouth. She was being awesome but weird. This is the girl who's my accompliss with hypern-ness! MUWAHAHAHAA!


Who's that gorgeous girl? It's me people. The shirt is one of my faves but it goes just a little bit below my chest, otherwise it makes my chest look nice.




[Will add more pictures, will keep updated]

[Broken Team]

NICE!!!!!

Such purty peoples^^